She has no air to breath, no good reason to live. She is throwin� it all away. Everyone dies alone she says, and recently she has discovered that she doesn�t need anyone or anything to complete her like she used to. She thinks the world is a big conspiracy against her and her happiness. Her heart has die once again. She believes man created god, yet she is agnostic; she understands that spiritual belief and curiosity is part of humanity and accepts everyone�s beliefs, no matter how absurd they are even if people can�t accept hers. She doesn�t take into account other peoples feelings very often, that�s probably why she is all by herself. She has sociopath tendencies and usually tends to sabotage her own relationships when these are going fine. She has symmetry obsessions she Needs have things in a specific order, otherwise she gets mad. She don�t like eating in front of strange people, some would describe her as a 'freak'. She has many nervous habbits/obssesive compulsions; as of above. She is devoid of emotion at times, however when she is not self-destructive, she is full of expression and enthusiasm, most people would find her emotions ambiguous. She has no confidence as she shows to the world; she loves beaches, but she doesn�t like to swim, because she is fat and ugly. And she is not exaggerating about it. People think they know her. People think she�s egocentric but she�s only stupid. She should wear glasses but she doesn�t. She likes philosophy and every single expression of art. She is a pathological liar in front of the world, at the same time; she is one of the most brutally honest person you will ever meet. Waaay too much sometimes. She likes to watch people. She tries to understand them. She can play with her mind for hours. She likes how make up looks on her skin. She often laughs and cries to herself. She likes to be alone, but never lonely. She is addicted to the mu